'Yes,they've sat themselves to skin and bone,'he said.'An'now they're not all that anxious to come out an'feed.There's no self in a sitting hen;she's all in the eggs or the chicks.'

The poor mother-hens;such blind devotion!even to eggs not their own!

Connie looked at them in compassion.A helpless silence fell between the man and the woman.

'Shall us go i'th''ut?'he asked.

'Do you want me?'she asked,in a sort of mistrust.

'Ay,if you want to come.'

She was silent.

'Come then!'he said.

And she went with him to the hut.It was quite dark when he had shut the door,so he made a small light in the lantern,as before.

'Have you left your underthings off?'he asked her.

'Yes!'

'Ay,well,then I'll take my things off too.'

He spread the blankets,putting one at the side for a coverlet.She took off her hat,and shook her hair.He sat down,taking off his shoes and gaiters,and undoing his cord breeches.

'Lie down then!'he said,when he stood in his shirt.She obeyed in silence,and he lay beside her,and pulled the blanket over them both.

'There!'he said.

And he lifted her dress right back,till he came even to her breasts.

He kissed them softly,taking the nipples in his lips in tiny caresses.

'Eh,but tha'rt nice,tha'rt nice!'he said,suddenly rubbing his face with a snuggling movement against her warm belly.

And she put her arms round him under his shirt,but she was afraid,afraid of his thin,smooth,naked body,that seemed so powerful,afraid of the violent muscles.She shrank,afraid.

And when he said,with a sort of little sigh:'Eh,tha'rt nice!'something in her quivered,and something in her spirit stiffened in resistance:stiffened from the terribly physical intimacy,and from the peculiar haste of his possession.And this time the sharp ecstasy of her own passion did not overcome her;she lay with her ends inert on his striving body,and do what she might,her spirit seemed to look on from the top of her head,and the butting of his haunches seemed ridiculous to her,and the sort of anxiety of his penis to come to its little evacuating crisis seemed farcical.Yes,this was love,this ridiculous bouncing of the buttocks,and the wilting of the poor,insignificant,moist little penis.This was the divine love!After all,the moderns were right when they felt contempt for the performance;for it was a performance.It was quite true,as some poets said,that the God who created man must have had a sinister sense of humour,creating him a reasonable being,yet forcing him to take this ridiculous posture,and driving him with blind craving for this ridiculous performance.Even a Maupassant found it a humiliating anti-climax.Men despised the intercourse act,and yet did it.

Cold and derisive her queer female mind stood apart,and though she lay perfectly still,her impulse was to heave her loins,and throw the man out,escape his ugly grip,and the butting over-riding of his absurd haunches.His body was a foolish,impudent,imperfect thing,a little disgusting in its unfinished clumsiness.For surely a complete evolution would eliminate this performance,this 'function'.

And yet when he had finished,soon over,and lay very very still,receding into silence,and a strange motionless distance,far,farther than the horizon of her awareness,her heart began to weep.She could feel him ebbing away,ebbing away,leaving her there like a stone on a shore.He was withdrawing,his spirit was leaving her.He knew.

And in real grief,tormented by her own double consciousness and reaction,she began to weep.He took no notice,or did not even know.The storm of weeping swelled and shook her,and shook him.

'Ay!'he said.'It was no good that time.You wasn't there.'--So he knew!Her sobs became violent.

'But what's amiss?'he said.'It's once in a while that way.'

'I...I can't love you,'she sobbed,suddenly feeling her heart breaking.

'Canna ter?Well,dunna fret!There's no law says as tha's got to.Ta'e it for what it is.'

He still lay with his hand on her breast.But she had drawn both her hands from him.

His words were small comfort.She sobbed aloud.

'Nay,nay!'he said.'Ta'e the thick wi'th'thin.This wor a bit o'

thin for once.'

She wept bitterly,sobbing.'But I want to love you,and I can't.It only seems horrid.'

He laughed a little,half bitter,half amused.

'It isna horrid,'he said,'even if tha thinks it is.An'tha canna ma'e it horrid.Dunna fret thysen about lovin'me.Tha'lt niver force thysen to 't.There's sure to be a bad nut in a basketful.Tha mun ta'e th'rough wi'th'smooth.'

He took his hand away from her breast,not touching her.And now she was untouched she took an almost perverse satisfaction in it.She hated the dialect:the thee and the tha and the thysen .

He could get up if he liked,and stand there,above her,buttoning down those absurd corduroy breeches,straight in front of her.After all,Michaelis had had the decency to turn away.This man was so assured in himself he didn't know what a clown other people found him,a half-bred fellow.

Yet,as he was drawing away,to rise silently and leave her,she clung to him in terror.

'Don't!Don't go!Don't leave me!Don't be cross with me!Hold me!Hold me fast!'she whispered in blind frenzy,not even knowing what she said,and clinging to him with uncanny force.It was from herself she wanted to be saved,from her own inward anger and resistance.Yet how powerful was that inward resistance that possessed her!