佚名/Anonymous

一切都是從我的高中時(shí)代開始的，如今，我仍然惦念著我愛過的他。我不知道那是一種不成熟的愛，還是我的初戀，然而我明白，在我的心底，我依然無法將他忘懷。

最初，我們只是路友兼同學(xué)而已。我是高中一年級(jí)，他是二年級(jí)。在此之前，我們互不相識(shí)，然而，后來在公交車上，我坐在他的前面，他常常和我說話，并不斷取笑我，這讓我很生氣。我經(jīng)常說我恨他，可是后來……我背叛了自己的誓言。有一天，我最好的朋友想看看我日記本里寫了些什么，我在公交車上將我寫的內(nèi)容讀了出來，但是我沒有注意到我憎恨的那個(gè)男孩和他的一群同伴就坐在我身后。他偷看了我寫在日記本里的內(nèi)容，那時(shí)，我急忙把本子放下，狠狠地盯著他。正在這個(gè)時(shí)候，坐在我前面的好友告訴我她讀了我寫的東西，說我在心里將愛情比喻為“沼澤”。聽到這里，他站起來猛地將我的日記本搶走了。天哪！他大聲地讀著我寫的內(nèi)容，而日記里所寫的全部是有關(guān)愛情的！上帝啊！我立刻尖叫著把我的東西搶了回 來。我實(shí)在難以置信，因?yàn)樗俏覀儗W(xué)校最聰明的學(xué)生，也是學(xué)校的學(xué)生代表。停車后，我匆忙趕回家，我的臉頰害羞得直發(fā)熱，通紅通紅的！那一刻，我知道我有點(diǎn)兒喜歡他了。

體育競賽的日子來臨了，他贏得了C組男生的第一名！哦，天哪！我為他奔跑的速度而驚嘆，因?yàn)樗３Z得賽跑冠軍，他跑得像風(fēng)一樣快。那天，我又對他多了一些感覺，我常常會(huì)把他寫進(jìn)我的日記里。然而大多數(shù)情況下他都不在學(xué)校，因?yàn)樗?jīng)常參加一些校際競賽。

一次，因?yàn)閷?shí)在太思念他，我竟然哭了起來。我多么盼望有一天他也會(huì)喜歡我。一天，當(dāng)我聽到有人說他喜歡我時(shí)，上帝呀，我?guī)缀跻獣炦^去了。人們都說我們會(huì)為了一點(diǎn)小事，如互相嘲笑而大費(fèi)周張。因?yàn)槲医?jīng)常叫他“堅(jiān)果鉗”，這一稱號(hào)讓他很氣憤。我經(jīng)常嘲笑他由于臉上有粉刺而使用洗面奶，全車的人聽完之后哈哈大笑，他羞紅了臉。一天，有謠言說我們都喜歡彼此！無論何時(shí)，我們在穿過街頭時(shí)，也只是偶爾看看對方。然而我的心在他的熱烈注視下怦怦直跳，我的心在顫抖。

那個(gè)時(shí)候，我非常調(diào)皮。一天，我決定請我的朋友用我所喜歡的德語寫一封情書，因?yàn)槲液退麃碜圆煌膰取Ｅ笥褜懞弥螅夷弥@封情書讓他在車上念給我聽。他一邊讀，一邊為我解釋所寫的內(nèi)容，我知道情書的最后寫的是“我愛你”。就在他讀到最后，告訴我它的意思是“我愛你”時(shí)，我的臉頰紅了。盡管我知道這并不是他寫的，然而這似乎就是他的心聲。

但是，并不是所有的愛情故事都有一個(gè)完美的結(jié)局。

有一天，我聽別人說，他喜歡上了另一個(gè)女孩，我的心都要碎了。在公交車上，我曾故意說我已經(jīng)交了一個(gè)男友，有意讓他嫉妒，果不其然，他真的很是嫉妒。考試來臨，我看到他正在門口等待一個(gè)女孩，我的心真的碎了。我哭了，因?yàn)樗_始關(guān)注別的女孩了。在考試來臨的前五天，他在車上告訴我他要回國了，天哪，我簡直不敢相信自己的耳朵。最后一天，在校園里、在車上，我用自己的相機(jī)為他拍了照片。他下了車，我向他揮手告別……我無法相信，他離我而去了。

我想告訴你們的是，我們曾乘坐同一班汽車，在同一所學(xué)校學(xué)習(xí)，生于同一年。這一切簡直就是莎士比亞筆下的《哈姆雷特》，我就是那個(gè)舞女，而他就是哈姆雷特。我永遠(yuǎn)不會(huì)忘記他，我的摯愛。他經(jīng)常會(huì)夢到我，在夢里，他甚至還寫了一首詩——《雨中吻》。我們都給彼此寫著情詩，我為他寫下一首詩，叫《只有你》，而他則為我寫了《她是我的》。我仍然無法忘懷我們一起走過的那些開心的、讓人難以忘懷的時(shí)光！唉，懷舊之情啊！……

It was all started when I was in high school，I still remember my love one.I am not sure if it is puppy love or first love，but I know deep inside my heart that I still remember him.At first we were bus mates，and schoolmates too.I was in 1st year high school and he was in second.We still don’t know each other before，but later on when I was sitting in front of him in the bus，he used to talk and tease me，which makes me angry with him.I used to say that I hate him but later on...I only eat my words.One day when my best friend wanted to see what I wrote in my diary，I was reading it in the bus and without noticing the guy whom I hate was sitting back of me with his buddies.He was peeping and reading the things that I wrote in the diary.I looked sharply at him and put the book down，then my friend who was in front of me that she has read what I wrote there that love is BOG，BOG，BOG in my heart.He was hearing it and suddenly without my knowledge he stood and snatched the diary from me！Whew！What he did was to read the book so loudly where everything was written there about love！Goodness！I was so shocked that I was screaming just to get it back.I couldn’t believe it，because he’s the most intelligent student in my school and he’s the representative of our school too.Then after the bus dropped me to my house there I felt that I was so flushing hotly that my cheeks were so red！There，I realized that I have a crush on him！Sports date came，and he was the champion for C group boys for running.Whew！Wow！I was really amazed when he runs，because he always come 1st in running and he runs like a wind.That day I felt more feelings for him.I used to write him always in my diary，but mostly he always went to another place becauseof interschool quiz.

I cried that time，because I was missing him so much，that I wish one day he’ll like me too.Then one day I just heard that he likes me！My god，I nearly faint！Rumors spread that in the bus we always fights for simple things like teasing，because I use to call him NUTCRACKER which makes him so mad at me，and I always teased him for his pimples and about his using FACIAL cleanser which made my whole bus mates burst out laughing，and he was blushing，and then one fine day the rumors spread that we both are loving each other！Whenever we cross our paths we just look at each other casually，but my heart beats fast because he looks at me so intensely which makes my heart tremble.I used to be always so naughty that time.One day I decided to ask my friend to write a love letter in language of German I loved，since we both are from different nations.My friend wrote it，and in the bus I asked him to read the letter for me.He read it and explained what was written，and I know the last word written there was just I love you，but he told me that the last word means“I love you”which makes me blushed！Oh even though I know that he wasn’t the one who wrote it，but it seems like he is telling it from his heart！But not all the love story has happy ending...

One day，I heard that he likes another girl which makes my heart break！In the bus，I used to make him jealous of me by saying that I have a boyfriend.I made it，and he was jealous！Then examination came.I was really broken-heart when I saw him waiting for a girl in the gate！I cried，because of his caring fordating girl.Five days before the exam came，he told me in the bus that he’s going to his country！My god！I can’t believe it he’s leaving me！The last day in the school and in the bus，I took a picture of him in my own camera！And when he went down in the bus I told bye...and then I still can’t believe that he’s gone.To tell you we both are in the same bus，same school，we both are born on the same year.That was HAMLET！By Shakespeare I was the dancer，and he’s Hamlet.I can never forget my one，my only one.He dreamed about me so many times！He even include the poem A KISS IN THE RAIN in his dream and we both composed a poem for each other，I composed a poem for him“ONLY YOU”，and he composed a poem for me“SHE’S MINE”.I still can’t forget the happy unforgettable moments once we shared！Oh，nostalgia—